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On Pistachios

 

 

IÕve been eating Pistachios nonstop for the past 10 minutes. I canÕt stop eating them.  IÕve put the lid on the can of Pistachios more than five times. Each time, it only takes a few seconds for me to take it back off, even if I force myself to the other end of the room.  I find that putting the can of Pistachios back in the kitchen cabinet helps, but most of the time IÕm too weak.

 

I like Pistachios. I like nuts in general, but I like Pistachios more than others.  I guess itÕs a toss up between Pistachios and Cashews.  On second thought, Pistachios are my favorite kind of nut. Let me tell you why.

 

I like the shells. I like the flavor of Pistachios, but the shells have a great deal to do with why I like them. ItÕs the motion I have to go through with every nut I want to eat. Essentially, you do the same thing to each nut. You pry it open.  But the details are different for each nut. Sure, sometimes you come across a string of easy to deal with Pistachios. Other times, there are those stubborn ones. It might be open but sealed tight with crystals of salt, mostly closed, the combination of the two, or, God forbid, in a worst case scenario, completely closed.  These obstacles only force me to work harder to meet and overcome natureÕs challenge.

 

IÕll first give it a shot with my bare hands. ThatÕs right. I donÕt reach for a knife or a fork right away. What would be the fun in that? For this reason, my thumbs are almost always raw and expose around the fingertips. Sometimes it gets so bad, I have to take a break or use my other fingernails to pry that sucker open. But then, thereÕs that rare humbling occasion where I come across one that I have to rely on technology to open. Once IÕve lost the battle with my bare hands, I usually donÕt give a shit other than getting that Pistachio in my mouth. I usually use the first object my hand lands on in the silverware drawer. Sometimes itÕs a knife, sometimes itÕs a fork, and sometimes itÕs even a spoon. Which do you think works best? I would say go with the knife and/or the spoon.  A knife is the obvious choice, but be careful. A spoon is surprisingly versatile, minus the risk of a bloody pistachio.

 

In that rare case of a completely closed nut I either leave it alone or try and bite it open. It depends on my mood.  But a word of advice: Biting is potentially hazardous. There have been occasions where IÕve used a hammer. At the time, I didnÕt give the hammering process too much thought, but when I found myself trying to separate the crushed Pistachio meat from the crushed shell, I knew I was smarter than that. At that moment, I ended my friendship with the hammer and made friends with the pliers. Since I hate walnuts, the concept didnÕt occur to me before sifting through the crushed Pistachio.

 

When I eat Pistachios, thatÕs all I do. I donÕt watch TV, listen to music, surf the net, or any of that. ItÕs a one on one deal. During a session where I eat a shit load of Pistachios, I find that I think of the different things in life. I have a moment, or even a while if IÕm lucky, where itÕs just me, the surplus of Pistachios, and life. Jesus, are you still reading this? I guess the bottom line is this: Eating Pistachios is an interactive experience. It forces me to adapt to the particular nut in my hand, so I can eat it. Eating is a necessary part of living, but eating nuts isnÕt, unless thatÕs all the food thatÕs available to you in a life or death survival situation. ThatÕs probably not going to happen unless you get stuck in a nut factory during a zombie outbreak, or a nuclear catastrophe. Okay. It might happen if youÕre in a nut abundant part of the world and you get held up or lost for some reason. But, my point is this: Nut eating, in almost every case, is an act of hedonism. Unless you just donÕt like nuts. Personally, I canÕt understand that. But, the eating of Pistachios has its ups and downs, just like life. YouÕre not just popping nut after nut after nut after nut in your mouth without any kind of soul searching. ThatÕs what some big nut company wants you to do all day, everyday. ThatÕs straight up hedonism, asshole! Those other nuts donÕt put you through the complex array of emotions, or force you to make a retrospective analysis of your life and where you currently stand. 

 

I want to know that IÕm enjoying the nut eating session that I deserve. Over the years, IÕve come to many profound realizations and insights into my life battling, conquering, and enjoying Pistachios. I wish to continue on this righteous path. I would like to take this moment to thank God, Allah, Amaterasu, Buddha, Vishnu, or what ever force that created Pistachios. Whatever hardship life puts me through, I like knowing that my can or bag of in-shell Pistachios will always be there to help me work through it.

 

IÕm not crazy I just love Pistachios.

 

ÑKK

 

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